I am done watching. I have sat outside of the spotlight for too long. My days of humility are over. My torments and trials are nearly at an end. This is the final frontier. I am writing for one reason alone; to explain to everyone what I am about to do in this world, and how I plan to do it.
My life is full of dilemmas and conundrums, as are all human lives, but mine is somewhat different. As I sit and watch the people of this world turn their lives into hell on earth, I learn to harden my heart against them. They don't want help. They don't seek help. They refuse help. They reject and despise help. I am help.
This world writhes in anguish and seethes with hate because that is what it wishes. I do not.
This world happily shivers with loneliness and shakes with anger. I do not.
This world willingly and greedily toils and battles for life because it wants to. I do not.
I must admit, I have learned much since I recovered from illness in July 2012. I Am The End.
Some historical figures got it right, well partially, except for the mass murder, that was wrong.
I know the correct way to end all of this suffering and infighting, and I will put a stop to it.
There is a lot left to learn, and I have precious few moments left to learn it. Life is cruel and empty.
I have much to do, and precious little time to do it. There is so much opportunity in this world.
Like a young child reading a dictionary, it becomes too much, and all things become impossible.
I have experienced nirvana. It feels great to enter it. It feels like nothing. It is terrible to return.
As you unravel the layers of mental protection in order to escape the mortal coil, you see only light.
As you reenter through the scarred remains of your mind, totally exposed, you feel the world's pain.
Before you try to seek the ultimate enlightenment, be sure to endure the greatest torment on earth.
Be sure that you still want to live forever. If you don't, you will die. You won't want to come back.
You will be overwhelmed by the world's suffering regardless of whether you succeed in returning.
The most painful form of suffering in this world is that of being ignored by those who can help.
The world is constantly in need, and having no knowledge of how to fill that need, it suffers.
Each need is different, and the solution is nearby, but those with the solution have their own needs.
Take heart in knowing that I have returned, and I am forcing the solution to meet the need of all.
Those who have the healing powers shall be released to administer healing freely for all.
It is no longer necessary for me to hide in the shadows. I am now bathed in light. I will be a light.
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